I Have to Start with Me

I will be the first to admit that I am not a writer. In fact, much of the time I struggle to put to words what goes on in my head...at least in the way I want it to be communicated. But, I think I need to document the journey that I want to embark on...I want to really make a lifestyle change, a character change...and at the same time hopefully touch other people's lives.





The inspiration for my quest began when I entered what is now my church home and found myself in the midst of families that had lost everything, but were joyfully praising God for what they had. These families are refugees from the Congo, who have witnesses genocide, had times where they had no food, lost family and friends, and homes. I listened to Heritage preach this morning, and he is so thankful for life and God's love and provision. His eyes sparkle and his smile lights up the room. He shouts for joy! He and his family dance with praise! They get it...they really get what life is about. I am ashamed when I am a part of the opposite here in the US....I take, I spend my money on useless things, I eat until my belly hurts.



Now, what am I going to do? I don't quite know yet...but this is why I want to write about my challenge to myself and hope that in a years time I will be able to show a journey of transformation from a self-serving individual to someone who gives without seeking anything in return. I know that I will need to pick the brains of my pastors, friends, and maybe even strangers that I meet along the way, but I am excited to see what might be around the corner. I am excited to see what relationships will form along the way!