I have always struggled with "what to do" when it comes to ministry. I naturally was drawn to working with children. Was is because I was supremely gifted in this area? Was it just because I liked kids? Or maybe, kids don't judge like grown ups...the expectations on their behalf is just not the same...the acceptance and room for error is just different. For the most part, they just want your attention and love.
Now that I think about it, this "attention and love" is probably all that the adults need as well. We just complicate it all by desiring things to be "perfect" and flashy. We are the stupid ones...the kids have gotten it right!
I am ashamed to say that I have been caught up in the "must have" and instant gratification world that we live in, and I am tired of it. I want to make a bigger difference in this world, not just consume the world. I am not just speaking of products and obtaining the latest gadget, but I am also thinking of the taking with no regard to other's feelings and needs. I want to be a giver, without judgement, and in the process, hope to teach my child what is most important in this brief life.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Friday, September 4, 2009
A Thankful Friday
Whew, what a week...a sick kid, busy schedule, it all seems to add up so fast. I do have to say that my mindset has been positive throughout the days and nights that I was dealing with Emma's illness. I also have been so thankful for our health and for her ability to not be cranky and unbearable when she is ill.
I have spent a lot of time thinking about why we all should be more thankful. It makes it so much easier to appreciate everything in my own life. The only unfortunate part is that I really notice those walking the opposite path of ingratitude and selfishness, but I think this is only the beginning! I am getting excited and less dispondent about what I need to do and more patient regarding allowing God to show me where I should go and what He has planned for me...the best is yet to come!
I have spent a lot of time thinking about why we all should be more thankful. It makes it so much easier to appreciate everything in my own life. The only unfortunate part is that I really notice those walking the opposite path of ingratitude and selfishness, but I think this is only the beginning! I am getting excited and less dispondent about what I need to do and more patient regarding allowing God to show me where I should go and what He has planned for me...the best is yet to come!
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